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Symphony of fate - Chapter 10: Beating heart

Symphony of fate - Chapter 10: Beating heart

Title: Symphony of fate - Chapter 10: Beating heart
Multi Chapter in 14 Chapters
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Matsumoto Jun
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, romance, drama, school
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D - everything is pure fiction!
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Ryo is the new teacher in Kame's school and he cares a lot about students with problems. And Kame is such a student, but actually he doesn't want to have any help, becaue he is a loner, and his only friends Jin and Jun already drifted apart from him. When Ryo gets to know about Kame's real situation and his real life, he tries anything to save him.
Note 2: It's [info]romapi's request, requested HERE .  I hope you like it. ^^

„I never felt in that way for Kame“, Jin said after some minutes and some kisses later.

“And I never thought you feel in that way for me. I thought we even weren’t real good friends. I just tried to get your attention, but you never said something, and then…”, Jin interrupted Jun with another kiss and didn’t wait till the other one finished his sentence.

“A message from Ryo, he was with Kame last night, he looked after him and he will try to bring him out there”, Jin said, looking at Jun next to him.

“I hope we can help him in any kind of way.”, Jun answered, smiling sadly at Jin.


“What did you say?”, Kame turned around and saw Ryo standing in the middle of the room, his hands crossed and a dark glance in his eyes.

“You want to be fucked tonight, then come here and let’s do it”, Ryo answered. He didn’t know why he was talking in that way with his student. It was like hoping that the other one wouldn’t go out to sell himself anymore, and staying with him. Ryo shook his head slightly, because he wanted to get rid of his own thoughts. He wasn’t interested in his student. He just wanted to help him.

Kame stood there and didn’t know what to say. “You are my teacher”, Kame said slowly and stepped a little bit closer.

“Yes, and I paid for you, so you are mine tonight”, Ryo answered and pulled on Kame’s arm. He wanted the other one to stay, no matter what he had to do for it. The thought of him out there with all these guys made Ryo enraged. He remembered about the dream he had two days ago, and he had to admit that he felt something for his student, and maybe this was another point for him acting like this.

“Sensei”, Kame said and sat on the border of the bed. Actually it was true, Ryo paid for him, so he belonged to him during this night, but it was a strange feeling and Kame still didn’t know if the other really wanted to sleep with him. “How do you want to do it?!”, Kame croaked and waited for an answer.

“Lie down on the bed”, Ryo said and pointed at the bed. Kame robbed up there and lied down, waiting for Ryo to join. “Fine, and now try to sleep”, he ordered.

“What?!”, Kame sat up a little bit and saw Ryo taking out a book of his bag sitting down next to him in the bed.

“You didn’t think that I’d do this, don’t you?!”, Ryo said softly and started to read while he saw Kame lying next to him.

“No, apparently not, but why are you here again?”, Kame asked and sat up a little bit.

“I want to help you”, Ryo replied without looking at the other one.

“And so you are going to buy me every night till…?”

“Till you leave this place and start a normal life”, Ryo finished the sentence for him.

“I can’t…Even if I want, I can’t…I need the money”, Kame said sadly.

“Where are your parents, Kazuya”, Ryo looked up and stared at the other one.

“Dead…since years, and I wanted to live my own life. So I started to build up a story around me. I didn’t want to go to an orphanage, I was already 15 years old, and I wanted to be on my own…so I started with all these lies.”, Kame answered and felt some tears coming up in his eyes. He didn’t know why he was honest in this moment, because he never was like this before

“Why did you never search for help?”, Ryo asked and put the book on the drawer next to him.

“I couldn’t”, Kame whispered and wiped away some tears in his eyes.

“You have friends, Kazuya, friends who want to help you. Jin and Jun will help you getting out here, I am sure about it”, Ryo said slowly.

“And you?”, Kame said without looking at Ryo.

“I am here too, but you need to take the help we offer you”, he said softly stroking Kame’s face before he pulled his hand back when he realized what he was doing right now. He couldn’t start a relationship with a student, even though Kame wasn’t that much younger than he was. All the problems Kame had and everything around them let this become impossible for Ryo.

Kame felt a warm feeling rising up in him when he saw Ryo looking at him. The last days he always had the teacher’s face in front of him when anyone touched him, and now he was right next to him. Even though he knew that Ryo wasn’t in love with him, he wanted to feel the warmth and comfort for only one night.

“Nishikido-sensei?”, Kame asked shyly.

“Call me Ryo outside the school please”, he answered and smiled at the other one.

“Can you do me a favor?”, Kame continued and waited for an answer.

“What do you want?”, Ryo asked carefully.

“Can I…”, Kame stuttered and felt his cheeks became red and everything felt hot in his body. He was hardly ever embarrassed, but right now he wished to disappear. “Can I…put my head on your chest, and sleep in this position”, he added and closed his eyes when he had finished his words.

“Ano…yes, why not”, Ryo agreed when he saw Kame’s eyes resting on him. Ryo felt that Kame longed for some warmth and comfort, and he didn’t have anything else in his mind and so he let Kame sleep on him.

Kame blushed again when he sat up and robbed a bit closer to Ryo resting his head on the other one. He felt Ryo’s calm and regular breathe and heart beat. He closed his eyes and for the first time since his parents died he felt comfortable and happy. He felt Ryo’s hand resting on his back and he was already reading his book again.

Ryo felt Kame’s hand on his belly and his head on his chest. It was like a firework rushing through his body and he softly placed his hand on Kame’s back.

“Why is everything so complicated…”, Ryo whispered - luckily Kame was already asleep and didn’t hear Ryo’s words anymore.


Kame sat at home and looked on his mobile. He closed his eyes and sent the message on which he was staring since hours.

A few minutes later he got the answer and smiled brightly.

Sure, we can go to eat something tomorrow after school, Jin

Some minutes later the second answer appeared on his phone.

Yes, good idea, let’s go to eat something after school, I definitely join, Jun

Kame didn’t know why he wanted to meet up with them after such a long time of being a loner, but the last night showed him that he needed friends, and maybe he could make a right step out of this vicious circle he was in.

“Moshi moshi”, Kame said when his mobile rang some time later. “But it’s my day off…”, Kame whined and looked at his clock. “Alright, I come Yuri-chan, but only because it’s you”, Kame said and sighed deeply when he hung up the phone.

Yuri needed him tonight, she hadn’t enough boys for work, so she called him. Kame knew it would be a “normal” night, because Ryo didn’t know that he had to work, so he wouldn’t pay for him tonight.


Kame lied in the room and saw the man coming up to him. It was a normal night for Kame, but he felt much dirtier than on every night before. It was like a button in him, which switched on when Ryo came here to rescue him. Kame knew more than ever before that he had to stop with this job, and he’d go to Yuri and tell her about his decision.

There must be another way to survive, but this way wasn’t the way he could go forever.

Kame heard the man moaning on him and he let it happen, like every time. He imagined Ryo on him, and he smelt the other one’s scent next to him when he glided into his dream world, far away from his real working place.

Early in the morning Kame left the place to drive home for a shower when he heard a voice behind him: “You weren’t asleep at the wheel…”, Kame felt a shiver running down his spine. He turned around and saw two of the guys from the last night standing in front of him, grasping him unfriendly.

He felt them pushing him into the corner of the street and Kame stumbled, falling on the floor heavily.

“I think we should get an extra round because of your absent-minded behavior”, the man laughed and knelt above Kame, pressing his hands around Kame’s neck and hitting him hardly into his face.

Kame tried to push the man away, but it was senseless, he was much stronger than Kame. He felt the second man touching him everywhere and Kame just closed his eyes and prayed that it would be over soon.

a/n: sorry for the next cliffie. ^^

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