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Drawn silence - Chapter 21: Silent first time

Drawn silence - Chapter 21: Silent first time

Drawn silence - Chapter 21: Silent first time
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating: R (just to be safe)
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.

Pi packed his bag for the next two days and walked back to Kazuya’s house. They’d have a weekend together and no one would disturb them. He knocked on the terrace door and saw Kazuya smiling at him, when he opened it.

“I bring my stuff upstairs”, Pi passed Kazuya and walked to his bedroom, where he threw the bag in the corner of the room and stretched his arms. He’d enjoy the next two days with his boyfriend, even though he was a little bit afraid of the silence during the next hours. During their relationship he never was alone with Kazuya for such a long time, so he couldn’t say how it’d work out.

Pi heard a loud noise in the kitchen and ran down immediately. His heart was beating faster when he reached it and saw Kazuya leaning above the washbasin, his hand was bleeding. “What happened?”, Pi said and walked up next to him. Kazuya turned around and Pi could see two broken plates on the floor. “You cut yourself with the plates, which fell down?”, he asked and saw the other one nodding shortly.

“It doesn’t look that bad, Kazu. Do you have a plaster somewhere?”, Pi asked softly and put a handkerchief above the small wound. Kazuya nodded and guided him to the living room where he opened the drawer and pointed at a small box in there.

Pi took it out and cleaned the wound before he fixed the plaster above it. He kissed the place where the plaster was and smiled at the other one. “Everything alright?”, he asked and Kazuya just blushed a bit and nodded.

Pi saw that the other one was kind of nervous. He already saw it at the beginning, when Jin and Ryo drove away, but now it was more and more visibly. “Are you afraid of something?”, Pi asked softly and saw Kazuya looking up at him, shaking his head energetically.


“What do you want to do today?”, Pi asked when they finished their dinner. “How about watching a movie?”, Pi suggested and saw Kazuya nodding at him. They walked up to Kazuya’s room and sat down on the bed where they had the best view to the TV.

“How about a horror movie”, Pi laughed and remembered the day they watched the horror DVD together. It was the day they got together, and Pi didn’t regret his decision to give them a try till today.

Kazuya stood up and pulled out a cover from the shelf. “Kazuya, it’s the Texas chainsaw massacre. You know what kind of movie this is?”, Pi smiled and took the cover from the other one. Kazuya nodded shortly and put the DVD into the player.

Pi leaned back against the wall and sighed when the other one started the movie. He knew how it would end up and laughed when he felt Kazuya grasping his shirt and burying his head behind him. “As I said, Kazu, you don’t like such films.”, Pi laughed and pressed the button on the remote controller. The movie stopped and Pi turned around to look at the other one. Kazuya looked up at him and Pi saw the nervousness sparkling in his eyes again.

“Kazuya, why did you want to watch a horror movie? Because of the first time we saw one together? It was the day we got together, so maybe you want to tell me something with this?”, Pi asked and stroked above Kazuya’s cheek. The other one nodded and sat up a bit to kiss Pi softly.

“You want to make the next step?”, Pi asked softly and closed his eyes before he looked at Kazuya. That was the reason for Kazuya’s nervousness and his strange sparkling in his eyes. But Pi recognized the difference from before. He could see that the other one wasn’t that weak and insecure anymore. Kazuya nodded shyly at him and blushed a bit when he saw Pi smiling at him.

“You really want it?”, Pi said again and wanted the other one to be sure about his actions. Kazuya bit on his lips and nodded again.

Pi pulled him closer and kissed him gently to make him losing the nervousness. He could feel Kazuya’s hands on his back, stroking softly up and down. Since the beginning of their relationship Pi longed for the other one’s touches on his body. Maybe because it was the only way Kazuya could tell him what he felt for him.

Pi kissed his neck playfully and left some small red marks on his collarbone. He could feel Kazuya’s hands wandering underneath his shirt, running above his upper body. He smiled brightly and dissolved from the other one to take his shirt off.

Pi could see that Kazuya was insecure and had no idea how he should act in this moment and Pi just stroked above his face and smiled at him. “Stop thinking Kazu, let your feelings take control”, Pi whispered at him and saw him calming down a little bit when he felt Pi’s soft touches on his shoulder, back and hips.

Kazuya lied on the bed and he could feel his heart beat faster. Pi placed some soft kisses on Kazuya’s upper body and made him shivering under his touches.

“Give me a sign when you want me to stop”, Pi whispered into Kazuya’s ear and stroked softly above his face. Kazuya smiled at him and closed his eyes to feel the other one’s fingers running above his face. He felt his body calmed down because of the familiar feeling of the other one on him. Even though they didn’t do it till now, he felt like he was used to this situation. He trusted the other one, and he knew Pi wouldn’t hurt him at all.

He was ready for making this last step, giving the other one everything of him. Kazuya felt a tickling on his body and saw Pi kissing him here and there, nibbling softly on his skin.

He breathed in deeply and enjoyed the feeling when Pi slowly pushed in. Kazuya grasped for air and became dizzy, but he calmed down when he heart Pi whispering at him. “Does it hurt? I can stop!” Kazuya shook his head and opened his eyes to look at the other one. He had some small tears in his eyes, because he never felt such a pain before. He knew that Pi wouldn’t hurt him on purpose and tried to relax. Pi kissed away the tears and started to move his hips slowly and carefully.

He felt Kazuya relaxing and bent over to kiss him again and again. Even though he longed for sleeping with him, it wasn’t the main point in their relationship. More than this he longed for the other one’s touches and soft kisses on his skin. Pi felt Kazuya’s breathe in his neck when he bent over to kiss his collarbone playfully and nibbled on the other one’s ear. He tried everything to distract him from the pain.

Kazuya felt Pi moving slowly in him and he felt a kind of firework when Pi hit his spot for the first time. Kazuya calmed down immediately and only felt the sensation instead of the pain like some moments ago. He was afraid of making the last step in their relationship, because he didn’t have any kind of experience in love or sex. Pi was his first boyfriend and he was the first one he’d give his life to. He put his hands around Pi’s neck to feel him closer to him. Pi’s skin was soft and he could feel every muscle of the other one when he stroked above his arms and shoulders.

Kazuya didn’t know if Pi had any idea how much he loved him, because he wasn’t able to tell him about, but he hoped that his touches and kisses showed him his love. The sensation in his body grew bigger and he felt Pi moving faster in him. Kazuya breathed in deeply and the heat exploded in his body when he sank back on the bed. He felt Pi was still moving till he sank down on him and kissed his forehead slightly.

They lied in the bed, close to each other and Kazuya snuggled up to the other one and snoozed away on his chest. Pi stroked absent-minded above Kazuya’s shoulder till the other one looked at him.

“Sorry, I was deep in thoughts”, Pi smiled and kissed the other one’s nose. He never felt something like this before. Kazuya wasn’t his first boyfriend, but in the last relationship he never had the feeling that he wanted to protect the other one forever. And he never felt like he could stay with him till the end of his life. And now everything was different from before. “I love you”, he turned his head to the boy on his chest and smiled at him. During the last months he never said the three golden words. They were exchanging their feelings in touches and not in words, but right now he had the feeling to scream his feelings out.

He saw Kazuya twinkling at him before he smiled brightly and hugged him closely. He felt Kazuya’s soft lips on his and grinned into the kiss.

A/N: Finally, finally .... PiKame love ^____^ But what will happen in the next 5 chapters? Will everything stay calm, or does something terrible happen to destroy RyoJin and PiKame's idyllic world ...


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