Title: Drawn silence - Chapter 20: Silent glimmer
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating: R (just to be safe)
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.
„Ano, we have to tell you something“, Pi started and looked at Jin and Ryo in front of him. He could see some fear and nervousness rising up in them, because they had no idea what Pi and Kazuya wanted.
“What?”, Jin said and looked from one to the other.
“Kazuya and I thought of something”, Pi started slowly and twisted the cup in front of him. “We know how much both of you had to do during the last months. And we know how difficult it was for you, so we thought of giving you a break”, Pi continued.
“A break?”, Ryo asked and bit on his lips. It couldn’t be that Pi planned something like this for them.
“We booked a short trip to a spa one hour away from here. You will stay there for a weekend and you can relax and enjoy two days only the two of you”, Pi smiled and saw Ryo standing up and rushing out of the kitchen.
“What is he doing?”, Pi pointed in the direction the other one disappeared.
“I have no idea”, Jin answered and saw Ryo coming back with two big bags in his hands.
“What’s that?”, Jin asked and looked half amused at his boyfriend. “Did you know about the trip?”, he added.
“No, but last year we wanted to go on holiday, then you had no time. You said we’d go two months later. There you hadn’t the time again, and in winter we wanted to go skiing, till you had no time. And in spring we wanted to drive to the festival, but you had no time…and I always believed we’d go for a holiday trip, so I never unpacked the bags”, Ryo explained and saw Jin staring at him in disbelieve.
“I was an idiot…”, Jin whispered and shook his head. He always had something better to do than concentrating on his boyfriend. Now he knew how lucky he was, that Ryo didn’t leave him much earlier. And what great coincidence Pi’s appearance was.
“I think you don’t have to care about Kazuya, because I will be here and looking after him. Or he after me…as you like to say”, Pi twinkled at his boyfriend and looked at Jin and Ryo again.
“Ano, thanks so much…”, Jin started and saw Ryo biting on his lips before he smashed the bags on the ground and ran up to hug Pi. “You don’t know how happy I am right now”, he whispered into Pi’s ear. Pi just smiled and dissolved from Ryo.
“So, and now take your bags, and go on”, Pi clapped his hands and looked at them. “Yes, yes, you are going now. Not in one week or one month….exams are over since yesterday and we have a break now, so don’t tell me you have no time.”, Pi laughed and pushed Jin and Ryo to the car. Kazuya waved his hand and smiled at both of them before he returned to the house.
“I think you want to stay at your place during the next days?”, Pi smiled and looked at Kazuya, who was working in the kitchen. He turned around and smiled slightly at Pi.
Pi saw a strange glance in Kazuya’s eyes and he knew that something had changed. He smiled slightly and turned around to walk home and bringing some of his stuff along for the weekend.
“We are really on a holiday trip”, Ryo said when they reached their hotel room.
“And they planned everything”, Jin smiled and stepped on the balcony. “We have one weekend for free. Only the two of us”, he stretched his arms and looked at his boyfriend.
“What do you want to do, Jin? Water-skiing, aqua gym, tennis, Nordic walking, golfing…they have so much you can do here”, Ryo pointed at the brochure they got at the reception.
“I know what kind of sport I prefer”, Jin said and hugged the other one from behind before he carried him to the bed.
Jin started to kiss his boyfriend passionately and recognized how much he longed for Ryo’s warm and gentle way of touching him. Of course they slept with each other during the last months after their fight, but this time the world seemed to stop for them. It was like in the first days they got together, like they had to get to know each other again.
For Jin it felt like touching Ryo for the first time, and he could see a small fire burning in Ryo’s eyes when he started to move in him. He felt Ryo’s fingers wandering above his skin, and it was like little electronic impulses where he touched him. He couldn’t remember when he felt like this for the last time, but it was like falling in love with the same person for a second time.
He could hear Ryo’s deep breathe under him, and he saw that he had his eyes closed, biting on his own lips to suppress his moaning. Jin bent over and kissed him slightly, making him opening his eyes and looking at him.
Ryo smiled at Jin and looked into the dark eyes he once fell in love with. The sparkling was completely gone for a long time, but right in this moment he saw it again, and this time it wasn’t only a small glimmer, it was more like a fire was burning in Jin’s eyes. Ryo felt him moving faster and he felt Jin’s body on his. With his fingers he drove some small circles above Jin’s back and he tried to smell the other one’s scent in every second.
It was like having him for the first time, and the feeling of everyday life and burnt out relationship was completely gone. Ryo couldn’t remember when he felt like this for the last time, but it was like a complete new chapter in their life. He knew it would have been wrong to leave Jin, because he loved him more than everything else, but if nothing would have changed, he would have had no other chance than going his own way. Jin’s hands were wandering above Ryo’s body and he felt the tickling of his touches on it.
Till now he didn’t realize how much he longed for Jin’s attention, for his full attention. And in this moment he felt that Jin was only with him, and not anywhere else with his thoughts or his heart.
Jin bent down and touched Ryo’s forehead with his when he felt the heat rising up in him. He moaned shortly and kissed Ryo before he sank down next to him. Ryo turned around and robbed closer to the other one.
“Golfing or Nordic walking?”, he smiled brightly and kissed Jin playfully.
“A second round?”, Jin suggested and laughed loudly, before he saw Ryo robbing on him and sitting on his lap.
“But only if I can be top right now”, Ryo pouted and shrieked when Jin grasped his hips and turned him around, so he was lying on his back again. He pressed Ryo on the mattress and smiled at him: “Sure, go on Shrimp”
“Don’t call me shrimp, fat ass”, he pouted and struggled against Jin’s grip.
“Hey, but you like my ass”, Jin grinned into Ryo’s neck and kissed him softly, leaving some marks here and there.
“Yes, but if you don’t move your ass from me, I can’t show you how much I love him”, Ryo grumbled and saw Jin staring at him.
“Woah, you can be dirty Ryo?…I never thought of you being like this…and I know you since two years”, Jin said and rolled next to his boyfriend.
“Hey, I am not only the cute little boy”, Ryo growled.
“No, of course not”, Jin smirked and pushed Ryo down to kiss him again.
“And now back to my ass…”, Jin laughed and poked Ryo’s nose playfully.
A/N: I am still a bit dizzy from the dentist yesterday (and not, because he is sooo good looking, because he isn't *loool*), but I think I come back to live again, even though I am not really able to eat, but okay....X_X So I hope there aren't too much mistakes in it, because I am not really concentrated today....