Title: Drawn silence - Chapter 13: Silent chance
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.
Kazuya stumbled down the beach and ran across it till he found what he searched for. In front of him was a small yellow house with a nice little garden in front of it. He walked around and looked into the windows till he found a small room where someone was lying in the bed. He knocked there and waited till he saw the guy moving and looking at him. He didn’t know from where he had the confidence to knock there. It was like something guided him, and it wasn’t exactly he himself anymore.
Pi jumped up and opened the window. “What are you doing here?”, he said and asked Kazuya to come to the entrance door, where he’d let him in. Kazuya walked next to him and tried to be as close as possible at Pi’s side. He was always afraid of being alone at a place he had never been before, but the other one let him feel save. “Come in”, Pi said and pointed at the small couch he had in his room. “Sit down; I will bring you something to drink. Do you want a breakfast? I think my mum had prepared something before she left for work”, Pi added and saw Kazuya nodding shortly.
Pi’s heart was beating fast and he didn’t know what he should do now. He wanted to avoid the other one, because he didn’t want to hurt him anymore with any kind of action he did.
Kazuya is at my place, so don’t worry, Pi
He sent the message to Ryo and hoped he wouldn’t annoy Ryo and Jin with this news. He knew how caring Jin was, and maybe he’d get angry because of Kazuya’s little journey to his house.
He took the food his mother made before and two cups with coffee and walked back to his room. He put the things on the small table and sat next to Kazuya. “What do you want here?”, Pi asked softly and cursed himself when he recognized that Kazuya wasn’t able to answer to this question. He saw the other one breathing in deeply next to him, closing his eyes and finally looking up at him.
Pi didn’t know what he should do in this moment and just took the cup of coffee to have something in his hands and doing anything.
He could see that Kazuya was thinking what he should do now, and he didn’t know how he should explain what he wanted from Pi.
“Are you here because of yesterday?”, Pi asked softly and saw Kazuya wincing next to him and finally nodding slightly. “Kazuya, I already said, I can’t be with you. How shall this work out? I don’t know how I shall handle this situation, how I can interact with you. And I can’t say what you are thinking of me, do you like me?”, Pi added and stared at the other one.
Kazuya looked on the floor and Pi could see some tears dropping down on the ground. “Hey, stop crying”, Pi begged and touched the other one’s shoulder. He didn’t want to make him cry, and he felt sorry for the words he said right before. He saw Kazuya raising his head and he started to look at him.
Kazuya took Pi’s hand in his and guided it to his chest to put it right to his heart. Pi felt the other one’s fast heart beat and looked at him. Kazuya stroked softly above the other one’s face and ran his fingers above every millimeter of Pi’s lips.
“Do you like me?”, Pi whispered and saw Kazuya nodding shortly and blushing because of the answer. Pi rubbed his forehead and the feelings in him were spinning around. He had no idea what he should do now. There were definitely feelings for the other one, but he couldn’t say if he was strong enough to have a relationship with him.
“Kazuya, I really don’t know what I shall do. I really like you, and yes, you are spinning in my head all day long, but I can’t say if I can handle the situation. Please give me some time think about it and to find out what I really want.”, Pi started and saw the other one was still crying.
“Have you ever been in love before?”, Pi asked and knitted his eyebrows. When Kazuya shook his head he closed his eyes and breathed in deeply. Now he was just about to be the first one who’d break Kazuya’s heart. It was like two enemies were fighting in him right now, and his head started to ache because of the confusion he felt.
Kazuya bit on his lips and he stared on the ground. He wished to be in his room, alone in the dark, only his papers and pencils around him. There he could sink into his world again. He heard Pi next to him sighing deeply and winced when he felt a hand on his back. “Please stop crying”, Pi said with a soft voice and Kazuya saw some fallen tear drops on his jeans. He even didn’t recognize that he had started crying again.
“Please stop”, Pi repeated and stroked above Kazuya’s head. Kazuya rubbed above his face without looking at him. Pi never thought that someone was able to cry voiceless, but Kazuya didn’t make any noise, there were only the drops, which were falling on the ground. Pi couldn’t hold it back anymore and hugged the other one.
He felt a stinging pain in his chest when he saw Kazuya suffering next to him, and even though he wasn’t sure how it would work out, he remembered about one of Jin’s first words to him: “It has to work out”. At least he could give them a try. The only thing which let him stepping backwards was the fact that he didn’t want to hurt Kazuya in any kind of way. But if he would reject him, he’d hurt him same, and it was him who kissed Kazuya at the first time.
“Kazuya, look at me”, Pi said softly when he dissolved from the embracement. The other one raised his head and faced Pi, who smiled slightly. Pi ran his fingers above Kazuya’s face and wiped away some tears. “I am really insecure, because I was never in a situation like this one. There is a deep feeling for you in me, but I want to us to go on slowly. I need time, time to get used to this situation.”, he added and saw Kazuya nodding shortly, and twinkling because of the next salty tears which were running down his cheeks.
Pi bent down and placed a soft kiss on Kazuya’s lips, feeling the other one leaning into it.
“You are still crying”, Pi said some minutes later when they dissolved from the kiss. Pi saw Kazuya’s hands were shivering and some tears were coming up in his eyes. Pi embraced him closely and stroked above his back, trying to calm him down. “You are really emotional. I didn’t expect it”, Pi said softly and placed some butterfly kisses on the other one’s face.
“You never had a boyfriend?”, Pi asked and saw Kazuya shaking his head. “So this was your first kiss, or better second one after yesterday?”, he added and bit on his lips when he saw Kazuya nodding again. “We are going on very slowly, Kazuya. I won’t make any big steps till I am sure how it works out. And at least we have to talk to your brother. And I have no idea how he will react to this fact”, Pi sighed deeply and heard his mobile vibrating.
Come to our place, Ryo
A/N: I thought I release the next chapter today ^^ Yeah for PiKame!! (I don't say anything more, because maybe you haven't read the chapter when you see this note :D) I am currently working on the anon meme kink fics, so they will be the next one's ^^ and then I will catch up with the requests, I promise. ^^