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Drawn silence - Chapter 10: Silent date

Drawn silence - Chapter 10: Silent date

Drawn silence - Chapter 10: Silent date
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating:  PG-13
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.

„And you really think you fell in love with him?“, Ryo asked again.

“I don’t know it, Ryo. I really can’t say what this feeling is. It’s just a strange bouncing thing in my belly when I think about him, and when I close my eyes he is there”, Pi said and looked at the other one.

“That sounds like love”, Ryo answered and nodded slightly.

“But that’s not possible. I mean, I can’t fall for him. That won’t work out”.  

“You have to know that on your own, but it sounds like love”, Ryo repeated and grinned at the other one.

“What will you do with Jin?”, Pi changed the topic and saw Ryo’s smile disappearing.

“Nothing”, he said and stared out of the window.

“I think he will try to get you back”, Pi said and leaned next to Ryo against the window.

“He hurt me”, Ryo said and looked at the other one.  “You already said it twice Ryo, but maybe you should give him a chance to explain everything and apologize. I think he really didn’t even recognize that he hurt you that much. Give him a chance and talk to him.”, Pi answered and hoped Ryo would listen to him and maybe there was a chance for them to get together again.

Pi pulled on Ryo’s arm and pushed him across the beach. Ryo agreed to talk to Jin and didn’t think that Pi would bring him there on the same day. He saw Jin waiting on the terrace, walking up and down nervously.

“Ryo”, he sighed and walked up to them. He wanted to hug the other one, but stepped back when he saw Ryo’s dark glance in his eyes.

“I wait inside”, Pi said and touched Ryo’s shoulder slightly.

“I am sorry, I know I made mistakes, and I will…”, Jin started but Ryo interrupted him in between the first sentence.

“You hurt me, and you never recognized how much I longed for your attention. The only thing you see is Kazuya. He is the only one you are interested in, and no one else. I am only a…I don’t know what I am for you…A toy? Some fun?”, Ryo yelled at him and bit on his lips to suppress his tears.

“Ryo, you don’t really think that, don’t you? You can’t believe that you are only a toy for me?”, Jin said softly and tried to touch the other one, but Ryo stepped to the side and pushed away Jin’s hand.

“What am I, Jin, what?”, Ryo wanted to know and glanced at the other one.

“Ryo, I love you, I told you various times what I feel for you”, he answered and stepped closer again.

“Why do you let me feel like you do not care about me and my feelings? It’s always you and Kazuya, you and your brother. I understand that you love him, and you need to take care about him, but I am here too, and I need your attention.”, Ryo explained and couldn’t hold back the tears anymore.

“Ryo, I never wanted to hurt you, it was just that Kazuya…”, Jin started and saw Ryo rolling his eyes and crossing his arms. “Alright, I think I know what you mean, but please give me a chance, Ryo. I don’t want to be without you, and I think I can’t be without you. You are the one who give me the strength with my brother, you are the one who give me the power to go on, and you give me the biggest feeling of being loved and the place were I feel comfortable. I can’t change in one day, and I know I can’t get your trust in me back in one day, but please give me the chance to try it.”, Jin said and looked at the other one. He raised his hand and wiped away a tear on Ryo’s face. For his surprise Ryo didn’t stepped back and just let him touching him.

“Ryo, go and live here for at least two weeks and I can show you what you are to me, I will work on it”, Jin promised and took Ryo’s hand, who winced because of the sudden touch.

“I don’t know…”, Ryo said and bit on his lips. He didn’t count with such honest and touching words from the other one, and even if he thought about what he should say, his heart already chose for him and made some joyful jumps.

“Please…”, Jin whispered and pulled Ryo closer.

“Alright, but you aren’t allowed to touch me”, Ryo said and pushed the other one away.

“What?”, Jin knitted his eyebrows.

“Show me what you feel without touching me. Like we are not yet together and you have to court me.”, Ryo smiled and crossed his arms.

“Alright…”, Jin said slowly and stepped back. Even though he didn’t like the idea, he did what Ryo wanted him to do, because no matter how, he wanted him back.

“And?”, Pi asked when Ryo and Jin walked into the room.

“We will try it, but slowly”, Ryo whispered at Pi and grinned brightly. Pi smiled back and touched Ryo’s shoulder slightly.

“I will go and bring Kazuya for dinner, or, Pi, can you go and Ryo and I prepare the meal?”, Jin suggested and smiled brightly.

“Sure”, Pi said and walked upstairs.

Ryo smiled brightly and his heart made some jumps when he heard the other one’s words, maybe now was the time where things would change. He got lost in his thoughts when he thought of Pi and Kazuya. He really hoped Pi would recognize his feelings and Kazuya was feeling the same way. At Least Kame’s s behavior towards Pi was more than strange, and it seemed that he liked Pi, so maybe there was a chance for them to get together. Ryo bit on his lips and smiled brightly.

“What do you think of?”, Jin asked and bucked his hip against Ryo’s.

“Hey, don’t touch…”, Ryo laughed and stepped to the fridge to take out the food they needed.

“Hey, Kazuya, dinner is done”, Pi said and knocked on the half opened door. He saw the other one sitting on his bed, his notepad on his legs, drawing something in it. He looked up and a small smile rushed above his face. Pi twinkled and winced shortly, because he never saw the other one smiling before. “What do I do, that you are acting like this?”, Pi whispered and looked at him. Kazuya stood up and walked next to him downstairs to the others, without noticing him anymore.

“Ah, Pi, I wanted to ask you something”, Jin said during meal and smiled at the other one.


“Can you stay at our place tomorrow? We want to go on our “first” date, and I feel better if someone is here, you know”, Jin said and smiled at Ryo, who blushed immediately.

“Yes, of course I come by”, Pi said and put the chopstick in his mouth. His heart beat faster and his hands got wet when he thought of being alone with Kazuya. He smiled at Kazuya and saw him looking at him with his dark and mysterious eyes. Pi saw a warm sparkling in between the darkness and he thought he saw him smiling for one second.

“Great, thanks”, Jin answered without seeing Kazuya and Pi staring at each other.

“I will go and bring some drinks from the cellar. I am back in a few minutes”, Jin said later in the evening. Kazuya was already gone and Ryo, Jin and Pi were sitting in the kitchen, talking about various things.

“And everything is alright now?”, Pi asked when Jin was gone.

“More or less”, Ryo started. “I ordered him not to touch me in this two weeks I am living here, and he has to fight for my heart”, he continued and saw Pi grinning at him. “What?”, he asked.

“And you think you can stand this? Two weeks without touching Jin? I saw you looking at him, Ryo, I bet you give in.”, Pi laughed and saw the other one pouting at him. “Sorry”, Pi added but couldn’t hold back a big smile on his face.

“Let’s see…”, Ryo grumbled and crossed his arms. “Your sights were sparkling in the whole room”, Ryo added and looked at Pi.

“Which sights?”, Pi asked and felt uncomfortable. He knew what Ryo wanted to say, but he tried to ignore it.

“You and Kazuya…Pi, try it, try to get him in any way”. Ryo looked at Pi, who stared on the water in his glass and bit absent-minded on his lips. “Maybe he is able to open his heart because of you. Maybe you are the one who can save him.”, Ryo added and stopped talking when Jin returned to the room.

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