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Drawn silence - Chapter 8: Silent rain

Drawn silence - Chapter 8: Silent rain

Drawn silence - Chapter 8: Silent rain
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating:  PG-13
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.


„Again the rain…“, Pi grumbled when he looked out of the window. He turned around in his bed and put the pillow above his head. His head was aching and he cursed everything and everyone on this day. He snoozed away and winced when some pictures popped up in his mind. “Go out there…”, he growled and slightly hit his head. Kazuya’s dark brown eyes, his mysterious but also warm and gentle look rested on him every time he closed his eyes. “Why?”, he asked himself and sighed deeply.

Some time later he stood up to take a shower and having some breakfast. Luckily he was alone at home, because his parents were already working and he had his day off from university.

Hot water was running down his skin and he closed his eyes to enjoy the warm feeling touching him. His heart beat faster when he saw the pictures again and he opened his eyes, kneeling down on the ground. “Fuck…”, he whispered and rubbed his face when some tears appeared in his eyes.


Kazuya woke up early in the morning. He had his eyes wide open and stared at the ceiling. It was the first night since one year where he hadn’t any kind of nightmare. Instead he had a warm feeling in his stomach and when he closed his eyes he could see him smiling at him.

He felt so many different emotions during the last days, and he wasn’t sure what they were about, but now he knew it, it must have been the same feeling Ryo and Jin shared with each other. He sat up and nodded shortly. He didn’t know why he reacted to Pi’s question, but his trustful and gentle eyes let him just doing it. He wanted to react to Jin’s words too, but it wasn’t possible, it was like a barrier inside him, he just couldn’t do it. And Pi on the other side let something break down in him, let him interact with him. 

He turned around and looked out of the window. The rain was pouring against his window and he closed his eyes to enjoy this sound. It was one of the few things he really loved, and one of the few things which calmed him down.


Jin opened his eyes and felt a warm breathe on his chest. Ryo was close to him, his head resting there, a small smile on his face. The last night was the best they had since weeks, and even though Jin was still upset and sad about the last day, he managed it to concentrate on Ryo on the evening. With Ryo he could calm down, come to a rest he really needed, and he was the only one who could bring him down when he was infuriated.

Ryo yawned loudly and stretched a bit, but rested immediately on the other again. He remembered about the soft kisses and touches during the last night, about Jin kissing him everywhere, pulling him close to him, his breathe in tickling in his neck. He could still feel Jin moving in him, slowly, lovingly but also passionate and lustful with every thrust. It was like during the time they got together and couldn’t get enough from each other. Ryo hoped it would become like this again, and maybe there was a small chance to reach this point some time.

“Breakfast?”, Jin whispered into the other one’s ear and smiled slightly when he smelt Ryo’s scent.

“Not today, I want to go home, because I have to do a few things for university, and then I am totally yours tonight”, he answered and kissed Jin’s pouty lips. “I promise”.

He stood up and left the house with a happy feeling in his body. Maybe it was like a restart, but somehow he didn’t really believe in it.


“Kazuya,  I am going now”, Jin said and knocked on his brother’s door. He opened it slightly and saw an empty room right in front of him. His heart stopped and he didn’t move a single millimeter. He knew that Kazuya wasn’t downstairs, and he wasn’t on the terrace, but nevertheless he ran down to search for him.

After the third time of running up and down he didn’t know what he should do. Jin sat down in the kitchen, where he heard someone whining on the beach. It was freezing cold outside and the rain got heavier during the last hour. He saw his brother sitting on the beach, his legs pressed against his chest, seesawing back and forward. “Kazuya”, Jin screamed and ran down to him, smashing away his bag and umbrella. He didn’t dare about being wet in this situation, and he even forgot about his date during this minutes.

He reached his brother and knelt down next to him, hugging him tightly, stroking softly above his head. Something must bother him, he was totally different than usual, and Jin got more and more worried. “What happened Kazuya, what? Give me a sign, anything, no matter what, but I want to understand you and your feelings, and I really try hard, but I can’t”, Jin whined and held his brother closer.


“Moshi, moshi”, Pi grumbled and yawned when he answered the call.

“Pi, do you have a car?”, Ryo nearly whispered.

“Yes, why?”

“Can you pick me up?”, Ryo said sadly and Pi could hear him crying.

“What happened?

“Can I tell you about it later? I am at the cinema in town”, the other one said and waited till Pi agreed to pick him up.

“Mum, I need the car for one hour, is this okay?”, Pi asked and saw his mother nodding from the living room. “Sure, what are you doing?”, she asked.

“Picking up a friend. Maybe I’ll bring him here later”, he said and put on his shoes. The rain was pouring down on the windscreen and Pi had to drive slowly. He reached the cinema and saw Ryo standing under the protruded roof of the building, the rain dropped down from his hair and his clothes were soaking wet. Some tears mixed up with the water and Pi could imagine what happened. He got a message from Ryo day the before, so he knew that Jin and he wanted to go on a date on this evening, and he knew what it meant that Ryo was standing there alone in the rain. Jin forgot about it, or something like this must have happened.

Instinctively he put out his mobile and made a picture of Ryo standing there in front of him, before he opened the car door and called for Ryo. “Come in”.

Ryo slipped down next to him, his eyes deep red, his hair and clothes wet. His body was trembling because of the coldness, and he sobbed various times, rubbing the rain drops from the tip of his nose.

“Do you want to come to my place?”, Pi asked softly and looked at the other one, who only nodded shortly and wiped away the water in his face again. “What happened?” Pi already knew the answer, but he still hoped the reason was another one.

 “I waited two hours…it’s 9pm, we wanted to meet up at 7pm. He didn’t come, and he didn’t answer my calls. I don’t want anymore. It’s over”, Ryo bit on his lips and some new tears came up in his eyes.

“Let’s drive home and talk about it later, Ryo. Don’t act to fast and don’t do anything you would regret”, Pi said softly and concentrated on the street again.

“I did it…I wrote him it’s over”, Ryo whispered and looked on his hands in his lap.

“Oh no, you didn’t do such a thing via message?!”, Pi sighed deeply.

“And I told him, I don’t want to see him again”, Ryo said sadly. Pi nodded and parked the car in front of his house. He could understand Ryo’s feelings, but he hoped it wasn’t too thoughtless what he did.

Jin walked up to the living room, a cup of tea in his hands and sat next to his brother. The rain was pouring against the window and some thunders resounded from outside.

“What happened to you”, Jin asked softly and put the blanket above Kazuya’s shoulders. His sight fell on the bag in the corner of the room. He walked up to take out his mobile and cursed when he saw that the rain destroyed it.

Jin walked back and stopped immediately when he looked at the clock on the wall.

“Shit”, he cursed and tried to make the mobile working again, but it was totally broken down.


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