yukitsubute (yukitsubute) wrote,

Drawn silence - Chapter 6: Silent Rescue

Drawn silence - Chapter 6: Silent Rescue

Drawn silence - Chapter 6: Silent Rescue
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating:  PG-13
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.

„What the hell are you doing here?!“, one of the boys stared at Pi and ordered him to go away.

“I can ask you the same thing?”, Pi answered and pressed Kazuya gently against the wall. He felt Kazuya grasping his shoulders and he felt his breathe in his neck. He must be afraid…Pi thought and got much angrier because of that fact.

“We just want him to talk to us”, one of them said innocently and stared at Pi, who was hiding the other one behind him.

“And you are his hero?!”, another one grinned.

“It’s none of your business, isn’t it?”, Pi said slowly and glanced at the guy.

“Just tell me, how is it to sleep with someone who doesn’t make any noise, not even if he gets beaten up? Isn’t it annoying to hear nothing from him?”, one of them stepped closer and tried to hit Kazuya’s head, but Pi was quicker and grasped his arm painfully.

“That’s also not your business”, Pi grumbled and felt the anger rising up in him.

“Last term he had someone else, do you break up with the smart boy, Kazuya…and how did you manage this?! Did you write him a letter, or were you drawing him a picture?”, a third guy came closer and crossed his arms when he was directly in front of Pi looking above his shoulder to face Kazuya.

“What do you think who you are?”, Pi growled and glared at the boys. “Leave him alone, he didn’t do anything to you.”, he added and saw them smiling at him.

“You have no idea…he always gets the best marks, he always can do whatever he wants, and we have to do much more work than he has to do”, one of them answered and stared at Pi and Kazuya.

“And that’s why you are bullying him?”, Pi knitted his eyebrows and continued: “Maybe he is only more talented than you are? Maybe he is the better student, and maybe his pictures are something special, while yours are only bullshit.”

He saw the boys wincing shortly, because they didn’t thought of such an answer. And it seemed that they had no idea what they should answer to this statement. Pi heard a noise in the corridor and saw the door to another classroom got open. The boys looked around and nodded at each other before they walked downstairs like nothing had happened. Pi and Kazuya stood there and didn’t move for some moments. Pi still felt the other one’s fingers pressing in his shoulders, dissolving slowly when Pi turned around to look at the other one.

“Is everything alright?”, he asked Kazuya even though he knew he wouldn’t get an answer. Kazuya had some tears on his cheeks, and the fear was still sparkling in his yes. Pi wiped away the tears and stroked softly above the other one’s face.

“Let’s go home”, he said gently and took Kazuya’s bag from the floor and his notepad and pencils, which were lying around on the ground. “And Kazuya, let’s keep quiet about it. I think Jin shouldn’t know about it. Oh, sorry, I wanted to say I keep quiet about it”, Pi smiled and saw the other one was just looking on the floor while they walked down the street.

Pi knocked on the door, but there was no one at home at all. He looked at the other one and saw him taking out the key for the entrance. They stepped in and sat down in the living room. Pi hated this silence and his insecurity when he was with him. He didn’t know how to handle him, and what he should say, and how he could interact with him in any kind of way.

“Ano…do you want something to drink?”, Pi said after a while and stood up to bring two cups of water from the kitchen. He didn’t wait till he got an answer, because he knew that there wouldn’t be one.

Kazuya took the glass and sipped on it, his eyes looked lost and he seemed to be far away with his thoughts. Pi sat next to him and sighed deeply. He had no idea what he should do now.

“Did you make some new pictures in the last days?!”, Pi asked and hoped he could reach the other one in this way again. The first time he asked him about the drawings Kazuya was able to speak to him in his own way.

Kazuya bent down and took the notepad out of his bag and gave it to Pi. He opened it and saw a few landscapes and sunsets Kazuya drew during the last days.

“That’s beautiful”, Pi said and looked at a picture of the sunset on the beach. In the middle of it were a family with two children and they were laughing together and playing and fooling around. Kazuya bit on his lips and ripped the paper in front of Pi. Pi could see him getting angry and he followed him, when he jumped up and ran to the kitchen window. Kazuya pushed on the window to open it and threw the drawing outside. He looked on the paper, which was lying in the grass and his breathe became deep and his heart beat fast. He grasped the cupboard in front of him and leaned against it.

“What’s up, Kazuya? Did I say something wrong? I am sorry if I did, I didn’t want to?”, Pi started and stopped when he saw some small tears in the other one’s eyes. He didn’t count with that and rubbed his forehead. First he thought Kazuya wasn’t able to show any kind of emotion, but it seemed that he was able to do so.

Kazuya looked up at him and Pi couldn’t resist hugging the other one. For one second they didn’t move, before Kazuya pushed Pi away and ran upstairs smashing the door to his room behind him.

Pi stood there and didn’t react till he heard the entrance door. “I am back”, Jin said and walked up to the kitchen, staring at Pi. “What happened?”, he added and felt a heat rising up in him. He hoped that it hadn’t to do anything with his brother.

“I am not sure…Kazuya showed me some of his pictures and I told him, that I love one of them, and he got angry and ran away.”, Pi answered honestly, but he left out the fact, that he hugged him in the end.

“Ah, don’t worry, that’s rather normal”, Jin said and put his bag on the table. He really wasn’t annoyed or afraid, because he already knew this kind of behavior from Kazuya. But one thing surprised Jin: Kazuya never showed any kind of feelings to other people than him or sometimes Ryo, but normally he acted like a stone in front of others.

“He did what?”, Ryo said when he returned to Jin’s place in the evening.

“It’s strange isn’t it?”, Jin answered and sat next to his boyfriend.

“Yes, somehow it is…Kazuya never shows any kind of emotion to others”, Ryo replied and ate the ramen Jin had prepared for him. “Do you know why?”, Ryo added.

“No, but I think…I don’t know…maybe he likes Pi?”, Jin said slowly.

“Is he able to like someone?”, Ryo asked without looking at the other one.

“What do you mean?”, Jin said harshly.

“Sorry, I meant no harm but Kazuya is always so absent-minded next to the fact that he doesn’t speak. And he hardly shows any kind of reaction or emotion, so I am asking myself if he is able to feel something for someone, except you, because he loves you, and we all know that”, Ryo explained.

Jin sighed and rubbed his head between his hands. “Yes, I know what you mean. On the one hand I hope he will find someone one day, but on the other hand I am afraid that he gets hurt.”, Jin answered and sat down next to Ryo.

“Yes, I can understand your feelings, but even though Kazuya is ill, you can’t protect him forever. You need to live your own life too, and so has he.”, Ryo hoped that Jin would get the message, because it was the only way he could tell him, that he needed more attention.

“Are you staying tonight?”, Jin changed the topic rapidly and waited for an answer. Ryo didn’t move for a second and closed his eyes shortly before he replied: “I think I will go home. My mum misses me already. She said it’s like I am living here and not at home anymore. And my father wants to see me too, because he didn’t see me since one month”.

It was half the truth and half a lie. Ryo’s parents really missed him the last weeks, because he was nearly every night and every day with Jin, but they’d never say anything to him about it, and they’d never forbid anything, or tell him to come home. Ryo was an adult and they didn’t tell him what he should do or not do. But somehow Ryo wanted some distance now. He felt he got more and more angry with Jin, and he really needed some time for himself.

“Alright, but you come by tomorrow, do you?”, Jin said softly and stroked above Ryo’s cheek. “I am really going to miss you, when you aren’t next to me.”, he added and hugged the other one from behind when he walked up to the washbasin. He placed some soft kisses on Ryo’s neck and ran his hand down the other one’s waist.

“I am going now”, Ryo said and turned around to kiss Jin’s lips softly.

“Okay…no way to stop you?”, Jin sighed and saw the other one shaking his head.

“Bye Jin, till tomorrow”, he said and walked out of the door.

“Kazuya, do you need something?”, Jin said when he returned to the kitchen and saw his brother standing there and looking around.

Kazuya didn’t react on Jin’s words and just ran around looking down here and there, till he finally knelt down and put something up.

“What’s this?”, Jin wanted to know and stepped closer, but Kazuya just passed him and ran upstairs.

“What’s with him?”, Jin was wondering and shook his head. His brother was totally different as usual and somehow Jin was worried.

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