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Drawn silence - Chapter 3: Silent Help

Drawn silence - Chapter 3: Silent Help

Drawn silence - Chapter 3: Silent Help
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Rating:  PG
Multi Chapter
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.

Pi walked behind Kame and looked around in the corridor. The walls were colored in warm and gentle colors and some pictures were hanging on it. He could see that every single one was marked with Kazuya's name.

“You made them all?”, Pi said and stopped in front of one of them. It showed a small little wooden house in between a wonderful landscape. Kazuya stopped and turned around to him. He stepped closer to the picture and ran his fingers above the glass frame. He slowly sank his head and looked up again, his eyes resting on the drawing. Pi could see a sad glance in the other one's eyes and wanted to touch his shoulder when Kazuya started to walk again, avoiding Pi's action.


Kazuya opened a door on the right side and walked in, waiting for the other one. Pi looked around and saw a friendly and lightened room with a big desk in the corner of the room and a bed on the other side. On the ground and everywhere around were papers with notes and colored drawings on it. Pi knelt down to take one of them and looked closer at it.


He looked up and saw Kazuya standing next to him, taking the drawing out of his hand. He walked to his bed and knelt down, so he was able to grasp for something underneath there. Pi saw Kazuya taking out a black map and sitting down on the border of the bed, looking up to him. Pi thought he understood what the other one wanted to say and he sat down next to him, opening his hands so Kazuya could give him the map and Pi opened it slowly.


On the first pages were some portraits and Pi smiled when he saw one drawing with Jin and Ryo on it, where both were smiling brightly. “You love them, don't you?!”, Pi said softly and looked at Kazuya. He didn't know how he should handle him, and how he should talk with him, but he tried his best to make everything right.


Kazuya looked at him before he looked down on the paper. He ran his fingers above Jin's face and at least above Ryo's. Pi took this as a “yes” and smiled slightly at him. He turned over the page and saw some guys he never saw before and went on. On the last page he stopped and looked at the guy next to him.


“When did you make this?”, he said and waited for answer, even though he knew he wouldn't get one.


“He made it yesterday”, Jin smiled and walked up to them. “He woke me up late at night to show me his newest project”, Jin sat next to Kazuya and stroked above his hair.


“Why?!”, Pi asked and looked again at the smiling face on the paper.


“I really have no idea”, Jin said softly and looked at his brother.


“Oh, I saw the picture today - he really did a great job. It looks like you”, Ryo said and pointed at the drown Pi on the paper.


“It's amazing”, Pi said and looked at Kazuya next to him. For just one moment he thought he saw a sparkling of happiness in the other one's eyes and smiled brightly at him.


“Kazuya, let's go and prepare the cake, what do you think!?”, Jin asked and took his brother's hand in his. Kazuya stood up and pushed Jin with him, followed by Ryo and Pi. “We're doing this, you can wait in the living room”, Jin smiled and walked next to Kazuya into the kitchen.


“Why did he draw me?!”, Pi wanted to know and sat next to Ryo.


“I don't know. Normally he ran away if new guys are coming by. He is really unsure and shy and avoids everyone except his brother”, Ryo said.


“And you?!”, Pi knitted his eyebrows.


Ryo smiled a bit and looked on the ground, sighing deeply: “I took us four months till Kazuya accepted that I am here. And he had to accept that his brother isn't there for him in every second. Even if he still is” Pi didn't want to ask further, because he recognized that Ryo had some kind of problem with this topic, and he was sure that he wouldn't talk to him about it, at least not yet.


“And here it isssss....”, Jin laughed and brought four plates with cake on it. Right behind him walked Kazuya, who sat down on the couch, looking on the ground, visibly sinking into his own world again.


“Just try it”, Ryo said and looked at Kazuya, who first didn't react but finally he took the cake and tasted a bit of it, before he started to eat more.


“Ah, Pi, you are studying architecture, ne?! So you are on the same department like Kazuya is?!”, Jin said after a while of silence.


Pi nodded shortly and put the plate on the table. “Yes, we are on the same department. There aren't that many architecture students in my year, so we are most of the time with the art students in the same corridor.”, he explained and smiled at Kazuya, who looked up at him.


“Ano...I don't know if I can ask you already, because we hardly know each other, but I really need some help”, Jin started and bit on his lips. Normally he wouldn't ask someone, whom he didn't know, especially when the question was about his brother.


“Of course, what can I do?!”, Pi replied and smiled at Jin. Even if he knew the little group only since one day, he really felt comfortable with them, and he wanted to be friends with them.


“On Thursdays I have to work till late in the evening, and I need someone who picks up Kazuya and bring him home. Ryo has a lesson in this term, normally he made this, and now I have no one who can do this. I know Kazuya would be able to walk home alone, but I feel better, when I know that he isn't alone at all.”, Jin bit on his lips and smiled slightly, when he saw Pi nodding at him with a friendly face.


“Of course, it's no problem at all. We have the same way home. When do your lesson end?”, Pi  asked Kazuya and closed his eyes shortly, cursing himself, because he completely forgot, that he wouldn't get an answer from this direction. “Sorry, when does his lesson end”, Pi said again and looked excusing at the other one.


“No problem at all, Pi, I often did it same”, Ryo smiled and twinkled at Pi. He knew how hard it was to remember that Kazuya won't give an answer. He needed one year, till he stopped asking the other one directly. It was hard to understand that Kazuya wasn't able to react or speak or showing any kind of expression. That’s why he and Jin were much more astonished about Kazuya's behavior towards Pi. They never thought that there would be a kind of trust from Kazuya's side, especially after only some hours.


Jin smiled at his boyfriend and stroked softly above Ryo's hand before he answered: “He has lesson till 5pm and then he has to go to the teacher and bring him some drawings he made during the week. It's kind of an exchange, because he isn't able to do something during lesson. You'd need to wait in front of the classroom and bring him to the teacher, and then you can go home with him”, Jin said and waited for an answer.


“Sure, it's no problem at all. I have lesson till half past 4pm o'clock and I can go to the room and wait for your brother, and manage everything with him”, Pi smiled and saw Jin's relief in his eyes.


“Thank you, that's really a big help”, Jin said and looked at Kazuya, who stared on the ground, totally in his thoughts.


Late in the night Pi walked home and closed his eyes to listen to the waves which were smashing on the sand. He smelt the salty water and a fresh breeze touched his cheeks slightly. He looked up to the night sky and saw millions of stars glittering on the never-ending sky. Before they moved to this town he was insecure about how things would go on, but now he was sure that everything would be alright.


He opened the door to his house and saw a small light from the living room. “Mum?! You are still awake?!”, he said and walked up to his mother, sitting down next to her.


“Yes, I wanted to know how it was?! And I couldn't sleep at all”, Pi's mother yawned and looked at her son.


“It was funny, really funny”, Pi answered and saw his mother smiling brightly at him, her eyes already half closed.


“I really hoped you would find friends here”, she said already half asleep. Pi put a blanket above her and stroked above her head before he left the room to walk up to his own.


He sighed and closed the door behind him. A long time of his life was dark and lonely, because he hardly ever had friends to play, talk and joking around with. Maybe it was because he didn't want to find some, but on the other side he couldn't remember a place where they stayed more than two years. His father left the family years ago, and his mother ran from one relationship to the next, and so they moved various times.


Pi knew that this was the last move he made with his mother, but somehow he had the feeling, that this time it would hold for a longer time. His mother became calmer during the last years, and now she seemed to long for some silent days, and not for leaving the place again. Pi was 23 years old, and an adult, so he wouldn't follow his mother anymore. It was the first time he longed for friends, and he wanted to go out on evenings, enjoying his life with others.




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