Multi Chapter in 8 Chapter
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Nishikido Ryo ; Tegoshi Yuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa
Genre:romance, friendship, AU, drama, angst
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D - everything is pure fiction!
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Kame visits Ryo every day and tells him about his life. He is sure that Ryo can hear him, but he can't answer, because he lies in coma.
Note 2: Written for sweetspicyhot - just because I like you my friend. :))) I know I start a bit earlier with posting it. ^___^ <3 I hope you'll like it.
„Ah, Kamenashi-san. You are here to visit Nishikido-san again?“ The doctor smiled at Kame, who bowed shortly before he answered. „Yes of course, I am here today.“
„As far as we know it till now, his condition gets better and better. And it seems your presence helps him.“ The doctor saw Kame's sparkling eyes before he slipped into Ryo's room.
Kame grinned and felt his stomach twisting slightly when he heard the doctor's words. Maybe Ryo would return to him, and maybe nothing was too late. Even though he tried to keep his optimistic thoughts, he was insecure and during some nights, he just cried out all the pain and sorrow he felt. Then he took Ryo's pillow, which he didn't change since the accident, and felt the already almost faded away scent which was still somehow on there, and it was the only thing which calmed him down. He shook his head and tried to push away the thoughts he had in this moment.
“Hey, Ryo. I am here again. Yesterday we had the barbecue and it was really funny. Your niece is getting bigger and bigger, I think you'll hardly recognize her, when you are back.” Kame sat down on the chair and took the other one's hand in his. “You know, Ryo-chan, it's somehow like you are on holiday right now, and you take a little time off till you come back to your friends, your family and to me, and I can't await the day.”
Kame laughed a bit, stroking the other one's cheek. “So, I told you some things about our lovey-dove and cheesy moments, but today I want to tell you about the first real fight we had in our relationship. It's was really horrible, and I remember Tego and Pi running in circles because of us, but that's one extra point why they are so dear to us.”
Kame walked down the corridor, opening the door to his apartment. Since he was done with school he moved here. It was small and there was hardly enough place for all his stuff, but it was cheap and he didn't want to search for something bigger now, because he and Ryo planned to move together sooner or later.
His mobile was ringing right after he entered the room and his heart made some little jumps. Even though he and Ryo were together since two years, he still had those feelings of a fresh and new love in him. “Hey Ryo, I am at home now. Do you want to meet up later?”
“It's over Kazu, I think we should break up.” Kame heard Ryo's voice, but he didn't understand what the other one was talking about. “Ryo, stop kidding me, that's not funny at all.” Kame answered with a trembling voice, but the silence and the deep breaths on the other side let him know that it wasn't a joke at all.
“Bye...” Kame heard a peeping and his heart beat fast and irregular. He couldn't imagine what was going on right now, and he wanted nothing more than facing Ryo, so he ran out and drove directly to his apartment, where no one was at home.
“Hey Pi, do you know where Ryo is?” Kame ran up and down in front of the building, and he could hear in Pi's voice that he was with Ryo, but he'd never admit this, because Ryo was one of his best friends.
“Kazu, Tego is waiting for you in the coffee shop next to Ryo's apartment, he will explain the things, you know how stubborn Ryo is, and you know about his talking talent.” Kame could hear Pi whispering and he knew the other one might has left the room where they were, so he was able to tell him about this.
Kame ran across the street and saw Tegoshi sitting there, looking at him with tired eyes. “Tego, what the hell is going on here?”
“Sit down Kazuya, and please stay calm.” Tegoshi pulled on the other one's arm till he was sitting next to him.
“Stay calm? How can I be calm? Ryo broke up on telephone, without reason, without anything...” Kame almost screamed.
“He made a, for him, terrible mistake, and he is too proud and shy to tell you about it. Pi needed hours to find out what happened, and there Ryo told him that he already broke up with you.”
“What did he do? There is nothing too bad for me, except one thing: he doesn't love me anymore.” Kame answered.
“He loves you more than everything else, that's why he is so crushed and down. He was in this club yesterday, and you were on a meeting and you had no time to join.” Tegoshi started, waiting for Kame's reaction.
“And he kissed another guy when he was already drunk. He realized it right after, and ran away. I think he feels guilty and bad now, and he thinks that he isn't worth to still be your boyfriend.”
“That's nonsense Tego, I love him, and I am shocked, yes, but I think that's something everyone would forgive. Where is he?” Kame asked and saw Tegoshi fighting with his own thoughts. He knew where Ryo was, Kame was sure about it, but he didn't know if the latter would tell him about it. “Tego, please...”
“He is at Pi's place. He tries everything to make him talking to you, but you know him.” Tegoshi shrugged his shoulders and saw Kame nodding shortly. “Let's go there, I need to talk to him.”
Kame ran down the street and half an hour later they were at Pi's place, knocking on his door. Pi opened it a bit and sighed deeply. “Where is he?” Kame said and saw Pi glancing at Tegoshi, who only shook his head. “He doesn't want...” Pi started, but wasn't able to finish his sentence, because Kame pushed him aside and walked into the apartment without asking anymore.
He saw Ryo sitting on the couch, his eyes red, looking like a picture of misery. “Ryo – what are you thinking?” Kame yelled and saw the other one wincing before he looked up at him.
“I know you hate me now after I did this, and I swear I will avoid you, and I won't cross your way again.” Ryo whispered and looked down on his hands. Kame sighed and rolled his eyes before he knelt down in front of the other one and pulled on his shirt to shake Ryo slightly.
“You stupid, stubborn boy! Why didn't you tell me what happened? Why did you call me and tell me about breaking up? Do you stop loving me?” Kame asked and saw Ryo finally looking up at him.
“No, I'd never break up, but I know you can't handle this...”
“Why do you know this? You didn't ask and you didn't tell me about it.” Kame still held Ryo's shirt and he felt the anger in him rising up. He couldn't believe that the other one just broke up without explaining anything to him, before he made such a step.
“I am sorry, now you have another reason to hate me.” Kame's brain switched off and when he got his sense back he saw Ryo rubbing his redden cheek. “Sorry, I didn't want to slap you, but I have enough from your suffering and your “I am a bad person, and everyone should avoid me” personality. Ryo, I love you, and I am not going to break up because of one mistake you made. And please tell me when there is something like this, and don't make any steps like this, only because you think you know how I am reacting to it.”
Ryo bit on his lips and some tears were running down his cheeks. He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply when he felt Kame's hands on his back, stroking softly up and down and he leaned his head against the other one's shoulder. “I am sorry, Kazu.” He whispered and saw Kame sighing in relieve and shaking his head slowly. “It's okay, but promise me to speak with me next time you have a problem, or something happens, okay?”
“And you aren't mad because of what I did?”
“Was he a good kisser?” Kame asked and heard Ryo sobbing a bit before he shook his head energetically. “No, no one is better than you are.”
“Correct answer, so I think I can live with it.” Kame smiled and wiped away some of Ryo's hair before he kissed him softly.
“Thanks god, we have our cheesy, lovey-dove couple back.” Pi grumbled but smiled brightly. He got a dark glance from Ryo and Kame and shrugged his shoulders. “I am sorry, but it's the truth.”
They smiled brightly and Kame felt relieved when Ryo grasped his hand and promised not to let it go off anymore.
“It was really stubborn, Ryo. But I can tell you, you never made such a mistake again, and you told me about the problems you had. And something else didn't change during the last years we shared together: we were always cheesy and lovey-dove, but Pi learned to handle it.” Kame giggled and stroked the other one's hand. “Ryo, I was really afraid on this day. My belly twisted painfully when I heard your words, and I think my world would have been destroyed when you would really had left me back then. But luckily we were able to solve the problem. And I can tell you, it was the only real big fight we had, because everything else were short discussions, but not really big problems.” Kame nodded, biting on his lips nervously.
“I really wish you'd yell at me again, because of the salt I forgot to buy. Or you'd scream across the apartment because I forgot to wash your favourite shirt. Ryo, I really long for your voice.” Kame felt some tears in his eyes, and wiped them away with the back of his hand. “I am sorry, sometimes I am weak and then I am not able to hide my tears. I'll go now Ryo. I am not done with all the new stuff in our apartment, and I want to finish all these things.”
Kame stood up and pulled the doorknob. He turned around and smiled at the other one. “I come tomorrow, and then I will tell you about the flat we have, and how it came that we live there.”
He walked down the corridor and put his hands in his pocket. The memory of their almost break up let shivers running down his spine, because he couldn't imagine being without the other one, but now he was kind of alone, and he'd give everything to change this fact. But the hope would never die in him, he swore that to himself and he promised it to Ryo. He'd never give him up, no matter what.
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