Title: Drawn silence - Chapter 16: Silent nights
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa; Akanishi Jin/ Nishikido Ryo; Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya [Brothers]
Multi Chapter in 26 Chapters
Genre: AU, romance, angst, drama,
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Yamapi is new in town and he searches for new friends. Luckily he meets Ryo, Jin and Jin's brother Kazuya and starts to hang out with them. Everything would be perfect - even his growing feelings towards Kazuya, but the fact that Kazuya isn't able to speak makes everything more complicated. Kazuya isn't able to communicate with anyone, and no one knows why.
Pi walked back to his room and saw Kazuya sitting there, looking at him sadly.
“You listened to the conversation, didn’t you?”, Pi said and put the plates on the table. Kazuya nodded shortly and saw the other one sitting next to him.
“I won’t ask you about your past, because I think you don’t want to talk about it, right?”, Pi asked and saw Kazuya nodding. “But one thing I have to say: don’t listen to my mum, I won’t be careful because I am with you. I trust you, like you trust me. And about my past, just say I made some bad experiences during the last two years. It’s maybe one extra point for me to be insecure. But this fact has nothing to do with you, and my mum is just a bit overprotective. But she can cook like no one else, you have to taste it”, Pi tried to cheer up the situation and smiled at Kazuya.
After they had finished eating Pi brought the dishes back to the kitchen and saw his mother sitting there, reading the newspaper. But he could see that she wasn’t concentrated on it, but her thoughts were somewhere else. “Mum?”, he sighed and looked at her. He could imagine why she was like that. She was worried about him and his current situation.
“Tomohisa, it’s not my business, I know it, but I am worried about you being in such a relationship again.”, she said.
“Mum, that’s totally different from the last time. Kazuya’s trauma isn’t the same as Keisuke’s was. He was brutal and he bullied me, but that’s an other situation now.”, he answered.
“I know, I know…it’s just that he isn’t without problems too, and that makes me worrying about you.”, she said and smiled slightly.
“Mum, everyone has problems, even you and I. And Kazuya … he is … I don’t know … he caught my heart from the first time I saw him, and even though he didn’t say a word to me, he gives me a warm feeling”, Pi smiled and his doubts concerning the relationship disappeared from second to second.
“I can see in your eyes that you like him, and Tomo, you never were that honest to me like you are now”, she smiled and gave him two pieces of cake for them. Of course she was afraid that something bad could happen to her son again, but even though there were some doubts and fears, she didn’t see him that happy since years.
Pi smiled at her and walked back with the cakes in his hand. He didn’t talk to his mother in this way quite often, but this time it was important for him to tell her about his feelings. It was the second time on this evening where he felt that he did it right to give him and Kazuya a chance.
“My mum gave me a cake”, he said softly and sat next to Kazuya, who had a notepad and a pencil in his hand and looked at Pi. “Of course you can take it”, Pi said when he understood what the other one wanted from him.
Pi looked at Kazuya who was drawing some lines on the paper and after an hour he was done with his picture. “Wow”, Pi said and saw himself and Kazuya smiling at him from the paper.
“You drew us together”, Pi said softly and robbed a bit closer to the other one. He enjoyed it watching him working concentrated on the picture. It was like Kazuya was able to lose himself in another world. “You know that this picture isn’t only a vision and your world. We are here in the reality, together”, he said out of the blue and saw Kazuya wincing next to him, like Pi caught his deepest thoughts.
He looked at him and saw Pi smiling at him while he curled some of Kazuya’s hairs between his fingers. He didn’t know why he trusted Pi from the very first moment, and he didn’t know why he was able to open his heart at least for a little bit. He put the notepad on the table and leaned his head against Pi’s chest. Feeling him and touching him was the only way to show him what Pi meant to him.
“The time passed quickly”, Pi said and stretched his arms. It was almost dark outside and Pi longed for a shower and a bed. “Ano, here you have some clothes. I hope they fit. You can take a shower here”, Pi gave him the clothes and guided him to the bathroom.
Kazuya felt the water running down his back and he enjoyed the warm feeling on his skin. Pi’s words were still in his head, and the thoughts were running through his head. The picture of them together wasn’t only his fantasy, it was real. He was together with the other one, and everything without a single word. It was like magic brought them together.
He drained his hair and slipped into the clothes the other one gave him. They were too large for him, but Pi’s scent on them let a warm feeling rising up in him. He stepped outside and saw Pi coming down the corridor from the other side of the house. “I used the second bathroom”, he smiled and stepped back into his room.
Kazuya looked around and stepped to the couch again where he wanted to lie down. “What are you doing?”, Pi asked and looked at the other one. He sighed and smiled slightly before he pushed on Kazuya’s arm and guided him to the bed. “I won’t touch you”, Pi smiled and placed a soft kiss on the other one’s nose before he lied down next to him.
He saw Kazuya laying there, his eyes were open and it seemed he was thinking about something. He was unsure and a little bit afraid in this situation. Pi could understand him, because it must have been the first night he didn’t spend at home and then together with someone else than his brother.
“Shall I sleep on the couch? Do you feel more comfortable alone in the bed?”, Pi asked softly and hoped Kazuya wouldn’t get him wrong. He didn’t want to offend him, but he wanted him to feel good and save. Kazuya looked at him, but didn’t react at all. “I go”, Pi smiled and added: “I don’t offend you, and I am not mad at all, okay”, he said and placed a soft kiss on Kazuya’s forehead.
Pi lied down on the couch and tried to sleep, but it took him hours since he was able to find some rest. Kazuya didn’t need as much time, because the stress and fights from the last day made him exhausted.
“You can choose boy, do it, then you two can go, or leave it, and all are dead”, a voice said and laughed evilly.
“Do it, son”, another fearful voice said.
A shot – blood everywhere – crying – tears – and finally a second crying – silence – silence forever…
Kazuya woke up and sweat was all over his face. He breathed in deeply and grasped the notepad next to him. He drew some lines and circles and the whole paper turned black and gray. He looked around and wanted to go to his brother, when he realized that he wasn’t at home at all. He got nervous and sat up when he saw a familiar face lying on the couch, deep asleep.
He stood up and walked up to Pi. He pushed on the other one’s arm and waited till Pi opened his eyes and looked at him.
“Kazuya, what happened?”, he said and sat up to make place for the other one. Kazuya showed him the picture he made and looked at him. Pi didn’t know what he should do, because he didn’t know the meaning of it. He looked around and bent over to take his mobile from the table in front of him.
“Just a moment”, he said softly to Kazuya and dialed a number. “Jin?”, Pi said after a while and waited for an answer.
“Pi, it’s 4am o’clock, what the hell do you want?”, Jin answered and sat up immediately when he heard his brothers name in Pi’s words.
“He drew some lines and circles and now he sits next to you? Okay, Pi, it’s only a nightmare he had. I don’t know what he dreams of, but it’s not the first time this happens. Just stay at his side and try to calm him down.”, Jin replied and stroked above Ryo’s face, who woke up because of the phone call.
“I don’t know if I can do this”, Pi said and looked at Kazuya next to him.
“You can, he listens to you, and he likes you.”, Jin answered and saw Ryo smiling at him.
“I will try it. Can I call for help, when I need some?”, Pi bit on his lips and sighed when he heard Jin agreeing.
“You support them?”, Ryo said half asleep and stared at his boyfriend with half closed eyes.
“More time for us you said”, Jin smiled and kissed the other one before he snuggled up to him. Of course he was worried and he hoped Pi would manage it, and at least he wished that he’d be the one next to his brother right now, but he had to accept it, like Ryo told him some hours before.
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