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Stay (One shot)

Stay (One shot)


Title:
Stay
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating:  PG-13
Genre: romance
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, but the story is mine. :D
Note 2: English is not my native language, so I'm sorry for mistakes
Summary: Kame broke up because Jin isn't able to tell him about his feelings.
Note 3: The story is based on the song "Stay" from Hurts (I put the music video in my post ^^) 


Jin walked up on the hill in the small park towards his apartment. He saw the stars appearing on the night sky and he wished he could turn back the time, turn it back only for some months.

My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel

But he wasn't confident enough to tell the other one about his feelings. He went to America without saying good bye and he could imagine Kazuya's face when he woke up in the morning, alone in his bed, because Jin was gone. Completely gone, and not only some streets away, every time there if he needed something.


And though I tried to tell you that I need you
Here I am without you

Jin always tried to tell Kazuya about his feelings, and somehow he thought he managed it in his own way, till Kazuya told him, that he wasn't sure about Jin's feelings towards him. And now he was there, alone, HIS Kazuya was far away and he wouldn't answer his calls.


I feel so lost but what can I do?
'Cause I know this love seems real
But I don't know how to feel

Jin knew that Kazuya was the one he wanted, but he wasn't able to speak about it. He never was the one who could handle words of love that easily, and Kazuya didn't seem to understand his signs. Jin remembered the day they broke up. They always had a hard time, but the days they were happy together were the most beautiful in his life.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay

He saw him and Kazuya standing in the rain, his cheeks were slightly red, because of all the tears he cried on this evening and he saw the other one turning around, leaving him behind there. He saw his silhouette disappearing in the night when he broke down and cried out all his pain.


'Cause all my life I've felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

He didn't know when he walked home in this night, because everything got dizzy around him. He only knew that this was the most terrible thing which happened to him. He wished the other would stay at his side. He knew one part was his mistake, because he wasn't able to tell the other one about his feelings.

He sat there and looked down the hill, when he saw a shadow on the ground. Without looking up he immediately knew who it was.

Alright, everything is alright
Since you came along

He jumped up and hugged the other one without saying anything. He felt warm hands on his back, stroking softly up and down and he felt some tears rising up in his eyes.


And before you
I had nowhere to run to
Nothing to hold on to

He dissolved from Kazuya and looked into his eyes, stroking softly above his cheeks. He told him, that he needed him, that he never wanted to miss him again. He needed him, because he was the one who gave him hold and safeness.


I came so close to giving it up
And I wonder if you know
How it feels to let you go?

He told the other one about his feelings when he saw him walking away from him, saw him disappearing in the rain, and disappearing from his life. Kazuya just smiled at him and curled some of his hair between his fingers, before he bent over and placed a soft kiss on Jin's lips.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay

Kazuya nodded and smiled sadly, telling him that he saw him sitting there in the rain, crying out the pain, but he couldn't go back to him. He really thought Jin wouldn't love him, because he never said a single word to him.


'Cause all my life I've felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

Kazuya kissed him again, and some small tears of joy appeared in the corner of his eyes. Jin kissed them away and hugged the other one tightly, whispering that he never wanted to hurt him in any way.

So you change your mind
And say you're mine
Don't leave tonight
Stay

Kazuya embraced the other one tightly and felt his body pressing against his'. Of course he wouldn't leave him in this night. He came all this way to find a solution for their relationship, to start new, and he only wanted to start with Jin on his side, and with no one else.

He smiled into Jin's neck and placed soft kisses here and there before he told the other one, that Jin wasn't the only one who broke down on the day they parted.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay

The only thing he longed for was Jin staying at his side, sleeping next to him, standing up with him, and being there when he needed him, and also being there when he wanted to be alone.


'Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

Kazuya regretted the step he made. He wanted to remove from his break up till the day he did it, but he wasn't able to speak to the other one.

Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay, stay, stay, stay with me

Both sat there, embracing each other, sharing some soft kisses when they felt some rain drops on their faces. “This time we won't say good bye in the pouring rain, won't we?!”, Kazuya whispered between two kisses and looked at the other one. “I love you”, Jin only said for the first time in his life and saw the other one smiling at him, repeating Jin's words and leaning into another kiss.

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Here is the song "Stay". Maybe you know it. ^^ I can't get enough from this song right now, and I don't know why *sighs* 


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