how are you out there? I hope everyone had a nice start into 2016?
I can't imagine I survived the Christmas time at work. It was terrible stressful and really nerve wrecking sometimes. But now it's getting calmer again. We had inventory today - so I had to work on Sunday too. It was really hard work and now I am totally spent - but it's okay.
I am in a bad psychic conditiion right now, my winter depressions mixed with my anxiety disorder makes my life quite hard right now. -.-# I try working on it, but it's not really easy to handle. There are days I feel really good and everything's perfect, but that can change in between seconds. I just hope the best to get rid of it soon, though I know it's a pretty long way to go.
Yesterday I was shopping with my mother, it was really nice. Last time I enjoyed shopping was 8 years ago. I lost 23 kilo (around 50 pounds) during the last months, so I don't have many clothes which fit me now :D
So my plans for 2016 is to find another job, loose another 15 kilo (aorund 30 pounds), go on holiday and get my life in a good direction again ;)
When I returned to fandom I didn't want to write any multi Chapter anymore, but now I changed my mind and started with a new one. :)
It's a host story with Aiba as centric. I know it seems to be pretty dark and angsty, but I promise that it isn't ;)
You can read it here:
Aurora borealis Prolog Chapter 1
If you are interereste: I also posted a JunBa
Have a nice evening, morning, or good night to you all over the world,